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世界末日了吗？

2012-01-28T21:04:00.032+08:00

好郁闷，好烦心，好厌倦，好累了。若今年真的世界末日，那就快来吧。别让我再等了，已经好辛苦，好辛苦了; 是语言/情绪都无法表达出来的那种。真的什么都不想管了。我不在乎失去全部，但请给我快乐，给大家快乐吧。真的什么都能跟你交换，换回我的快乐与幸福。天天都在挣扎着，寻找生存的余地，真得好辛苦。但现在，我认输了。我以彻底的失败了。我不想再挑战了。因为不论我多努力都看不到结果，得到的只是失望。我也有梦想，一个很不切实的梦想。但那是我在人生中唯一想做的事情，其它的我都可以不要。无语。因为我从没努力往向梦想前进，觉得那是个根不可能实现的事。我没勇气，没勇气往向它，也没资格往向它，所以渐渐的疏远了。你能了解这种心情吗？

我每天都过着‘明天再打算’的日子。有，我尝试改变过，但不见效。过着‘明天再打算’的每一天，朋友是我的推动力。至少，我还有关心我的人。这是让我活下去的理由。但我不知道，原来它也那么的脆弱。一个不小心，就会破碎。我知道当它破碎了，永远都补不回了。就算补回了，也不能像新的一样了。但难道你不知道，我的所作所为，都是因为我在乎吗？难道你就不能谅解吗？可能你根本都不在乎。可能我根本就不配当任何人的朋友，我没及格。对不起朋友们，我不是个好的朋友。

2012-01-28T00:31:00.034+08:00

There's really something that I wanna undo.
I don't meant to hurt you if I happened to.
It's unintentionally.
I really didn't meant them.
I guess I'm just being oversensitive to things around me.
Presuming that everyone would be like me.
How naive.
yeah, I admit that I didn't know you well enough.
I doubted you, and maybe I shouldn't if you really don't meant them.
But can't you give me a chance?..
It's so awkward to see you now, really.
I don't know what I should do.

I seriously think that I'm becoming very weird these years.
I don't like to talk.
& I have really bad mood swings.
I don't know whether is it because of the stress from school work, or perhaps something else which I don't even know what is it.
Especially towards people that love me.
I tend to show them my mood swings.
And it's like if I feel like talking to them, I will. Otherwise, I won't.
I know I shouldn't behave that way.
And I'm really sincerely sorry for being like that.
But I seriously don't know what's wrong with me either.
I don't wanna do that either.

It seems that I had become irresponsible.
It's not something that I want either.
But if I don't do that, I don't think I can survive until now.
I'm not like this when I'm in sec school.
I work hard and I care about schoolwork.
But it seems so much harder to care in poly.
People around you aren't the same anymore.
All so grown-up and their minds aren't that simple anymore.
It's so scary that I can't handle.

Sometimes I really wish I wasn't born.
It was never meant to anyways.
It was just so wrong for my mum to have met my dad.
& I'm serious.
They aren't in good terms anyways since forever.
There are secrets behind them, and I don't wanna mention them here.

You know what?
Actually there's something good about being timid.
You wouldn't have the courage to die even if you want to.
How great isn't it.
Why must I be like my mum? being shy and all.
Yes, I'm trying to overcome, slowly.
I'm trying not to give up, and I always tried to encourage myself.
But it doesn't seems to be working.
I know challenges are there to make you grow stronger.
But it seems like I'm drowning in those challenges.
It may sounds like an excuse to you,
but it's just hard to explain unless you experience it yourself.

I seriously don't want to grow up.
I see nothing for my future.
It may sound childish, but please,
someone please help me.
I can survive if there's someone out there to guide me.
I wouldn't mind accepting new challenges if there's guidance.
And I meant it.
I'm just someone who isn't independent.

I think I'm meant to be a loner.
I don't express out my feelings easily.
I'll keep everything to myself.
I won't even tell them to my mum, it just make me feels weird if I do so.
Everything, and I meant everything, I'll keep them in my heart.
And no matter how badly it hurts, time will heal, that's what I thought.
But so what if time heals, although I don't remember them in my head anymore, they are already piled up in my heart.
& I don't think they are making me stronger in person.
Perhaps I do express them in blogger, like now.
If I don't, I'll really explode..
But seriously, it doesn't really make me feel any better.

I really wanted to be like anyone else,
interacting with everyone easily, being nice to everyone etc.
but why the hell I can't?!
I really wanna be anyone else except myself.
My life is seriously so screwed up that I don't even know how to fix them already.

Yes, I'm crying,
but so what?
There's nothing wrong with being sad.
but the final reason I'm being sad isn't because of you.
It's because of myself.
There's only myself to be blamed.
For being so stupid in handling things,
for being the one who started off the fire,
for being so useless.
Serves me right.

I wanna give up, I seriously want to.
Can I at least leave my school?
It hurts alot everytime when I go to school.
Everything there just make me feel so miserable.
I need a break,
a break to reflect on myself and hopefully I can find an answer to that.
I need time to get back the strength, the strength to take on challenges again.
but I can't.
There's a lot of reason.
I wouldn't bear to hurt my mum.
& to think that I'm using her $ for the education.
But, mum, can you understand me please?
It's not something that I have the ability to handle.
It hurts a hell lot.

Don't worry, I won't do anything silly.
Remember, I'm timid.
I wouldn't have the courage to even if I have the intentions to.
Such a failure seriously.

I don't know why, but I don't feel like being at home either.
the timid me won't leave home either.

CCM, I hate you!

2012-01-26T12:11:00.015+08:00

Seriousy, CCM, why are you so hateful?!!! ZZZ.

Yes, of course I'm grateful to you for letting T-ara being famous and such. But letting them overworked is seriously unacceptable. They aren't your slaves, they are just your employees, humans too!!! How can they work 24/7 and with only 2~3hours of sleep per day?.. I mean it's alright to keep promoting throughout the year, but, reduce their working hours for each day. I know they wouldn't mind if you do that. Frankly speaking, from their Roly-Poly comeback stage in July 2011, they looked so much energetic than now. MUCH MUCH MORE! They danced with their all and you can feel the hype in them! But now it's like they had become walking zombies! I mean okay, they still perform very well with their Lovey-Dovey, and obviously they are still trying to give in their all and I can see that they are really trying very hard to enjoy their stage. But, looking at their eyes... TT They looked so tired. TT They are so tired to the extend that they need to express them on twitter & even on TV shows! WTH TO THAT EXTEND! Get what I meant?! They are suffering so much... TT & letting T-ara members perform on stage with their injuries/illness?! I don't think it's their idea to still continue to perform on stage with such conditions! Selfish CCM! & fyi, it's not those minor injuries/illness okay... TT my pathetic T-ara... esp jiyeon & eunjung eonni~ TT

From July 2011... endless promotions for them...
Roly-Poly --> Roly-Poly in Copacabana --> BPBP(Jap ver.) --> Cry Cry --> YAYAYA(Jap ver.) --> We were in Love --> Lovey Dovey --> Love Dovey remix --> Roly-Poly(Jap ver.) --> finally break? april?

Secondly, CCM NEVER fails to break promises... Never ever. They will never fail to postpone/delay any release of music video when the date of release was already set and told to the public. & you know what's their reason?.. "We are truly sorry for blah blah blah... but due to technical problems, the released date will be postponed." & if they are a little 'kind' enough, they will 'compensate' with an audio release or a really short BTS of that MV. -.- Seriously, don't make promises if you can't fulfill them!!! okay this is to T-ara's fans. But to T-ara, it's the same! They promised earlier on this year that they would give T-ara a 10-days break after Lovey-Dovey promotions, which is most probably around mid of February. But guess what! "Due to overwhelming response and all the love given to Lovey-Dovey, we decided to make a repackage album for Lovey-Dovey(remix) and T-ara will continue their promotions in Japan for their Roly-Poly(Jap ver.) in March. After which they will have their short break..." TTTT Seriously?! -.- PITY T-ARA PLEASE... OMG. I can't imagine CCM is doing such things to them. I really wanted to think otherwise, but... & hello, a repackage album for lovey-dovey?! Do you know that your funky town album is so-called a cry cry(black eyes) repackage album?! Adding 2 new songs and you call it a new 5th album for funky town?! LMAO. okay, I know I can't blame that on T-ara, blame it on CCM. Fans like me will still buy them anyways lol. They worked so hard, obviously we gotta support them~

okay so recently there's a rumor saying that T-ara were told by CCM to not use their Twitter accounts until they stop complaining on how tired they are. WTH. okay idk how true this rumor is, but it kind of make sense to me. As in, let me analyze here. It's impossible for ALL 7 members of T-ara to stop using twitter all of a sudden esp those active users. IMPOSSIBLE. & through soyeon eonni's mini cafe, she stated that T-ara decided to stop using Twitter for the time being without stating any reasons. It must be CCM-related! If not why can't she just state it on Twitter? & why can't she come out with a reason? & I think because of that boram eonni uses her cyworld instead. So isn't it obvious that they are not the ones who doesn't want to use Twitter but 'somebody' behind it?! But for jiyeonie idk. lol. Because she's the most inactive one on Twitter. TT okay rumors are just rumors anyways, I seriously hope that they aren't true though...

I know this is something very old already, but I still don't get the reason why an addition of a 7th member to T-ara is necessary. Sorry, but I'm really trying my very best to not hate hwayoung... X.X it's somehow difficult though, unless maybe if there are more jiyeon-hwayoung interactions. They should at least gave a more convincing reason, not a reason like: "In order to decrease the average age and increase the average height of the group, we decided to add XXX into the group." LOL isn't that so childish?! Always with those lame excuses. okay I shan't discuss any further since it's an old topic, I should move on too. & luckily the rumor of having an 8th member isn't true, if not idk what I will do next. ZZZ.

okay the next one may contain some bias-view-point from me. :P It's my opinion anyways!! I bet you guys had already heard that CCM is going to produce another 7-member female group before mid of 2012. They haven't release the group name yet but you know what? CCM created a 'nickname' for them... -.- and it's called 2nd T-ara. WTF! -.- so lame please. When can CCM stop using other people's name to get attention?! zzz. Sorry, but to me, this new girl group seems to be a rojak group lol. It's like CCM doesn't have enough trainees to create a girl group so they just get their actresses and 'super'models to form a new group. -.- LMAO. I'm not picking on the new girl group though, they just doesn't give me a good feeling. lol as I said I may be bias, but who cares...

I seriously hope that T-ara & Davichi can get a new management company.. ZZZ. Cos I love them both, but not CCM. KNS.

2012-01-24T15:00:00.002+08:00

I think I did did something really bad in my past life...
It's better not to be born than be someone like me seriously...
The worst thing is that you gotta live with misery.
It's the worst...

I'm sorry that I need to post such stuff during new year. But I really need somewhere to vent everything out...

지연 떼문에 미쳐 !!!

2012-01-04T00:18:00.007+08:00

내! 맞아요! 지연를 너무 사랑해!~ ♥ 티아라 지연아~ ^^
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Say me crazy or what but I'm seriously addicted to T-ara (티아라)!!! ᄏᄏᄏᄏᄏ JIYEON (지연) AHHHH WAE IREOKE YEPPEUN!~ 히이이

Although she has attitude, not attitude problem, just that she has more emotions, not emo either though lol. She's actually a very well-mannered girl!~ ᄏᄏᄏ ^^ yeah she just likes to express out how she is feeling inside, except that she won't complain that she's tired although we all know she is... ᅲᅲ It's so heartbreaking to see her perform in her worse conditions. On 2011 AUG 28 INKIGAYO Roly-Poly Goodbye Stage, she performed with her leg cast cos she tore her knee ligament... She CONTINUED DANCING with that injury!!! OMG! Really, so professional! Obviously she was trying to put a smile throughout the performance but we can see that she was in pain... ᅲᅲᅲᅲ ON 2012 JAN 01 INKIGAYO Cry Cry Goodbye Stage, she performed after getting a jab in the hospital because she fainted during their rehearsal earlier on due to fatigue. How can she not faint when she doesn't even have any sleep... seriously... She was absent for We were in Love Special Stage with Davichi though... cos she was in the hospital. But she rushed back to perform Cry Cry! Seriously, what kind of girl is this?!!! How can you not rest when you're sick... OMG. I hope it's not CCM's idea though. who knows...

oh yeah, why is she well-mannered? She greets everyone! As in in every video I watched, I would see her bowing to others (greeting them)! AIGOOOO~ ^^

There are just so many reasons to like her! 히이이 pretty, sexy, hot, cool, talented, husky nice sexy vocal, superb acting skills, hardworking, very sociable, well-mannered, humorous, funny, cute, adorable, talkative, got attitude, charismatic, weird? :X haha ok unique, etc etc(too many to be listed).

2011-12-26T17:37:00.001+08:00

Why does everything seems so different now?
Is it just me?..
Or is it because everyone is different now?..
Maybe both.
Maybe I just lost hope in everything.
Everything.

CHANTSSSSSS

2011-12-16T16:08:00.009+08:00

yay ~5months since I like ~~T-ara~~ Jiyeonie!~ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ okay actually I like T-ara also, so yeah.. ^^ but I won't like T-ara if jiyeon isn't in it. That's my theory, sorry. :P

I actually wanted to write about this a few days ago but couldn't since I'm having CTs. So here I am now to actually spam about T-ara~ woots.. ♥ Let me spam spam spam~~~ Starto~

You know right?! T-ara's Roly-Poly has claimed the #1 spot on Gaon Chart 2011 as the most downloaded single of the year!!! OMG! DAEBAK!~ ^^ For those of you who doesn't know what's Gaon Chart, it's some music ranking chart like Billboard in America/Oricon Chart in Japan! hehehe. wakakakakaka they are become digital sales monsters! muhahahaha! o.O ?! Digimon?! LMAO! hahah cute nickname uh? :P okay but the problem is, I really don't get why they didn't win any award in any year end award shows, at least with Roly-Poly right?! It's a big hit you know! oh yeah yeah they won the Best Music Video award on Melon. But they didn't attend and I don't think that's a very big award so yeah...

Personal opinion: I think MAMA is a damn screwed up award show. No offense. I like mnet and M! Countdown though.. To me and alot of k-pop fans, MAMA is like a popularity award show. It presents those awards according to fame instead of their musics and sales! I mean it's like seriously! I'm not saying that SNSD/SUJU/2NE1 shouldn't get the awards, but it's like hello, snsd just released their single not long ago and I don't think their cumulative sales of the year will be higher than those hits singles released earlier! Get what I mean right? I'm not an anti okay... So only those BIG NAMES GROUPS/COMPANIES can get the awards. wow so interesting uh. Not very anticipating for award shows already, damn disappointed with Korean's ones... & I seriously hate people saying: oh T-ara win at M! Countdown because it's host by their own company/related to their company. Side info: T-ara is under a management company called CCM, which is subsidiary company under mnet(cj media). oh com'on! They didn't even get to win on MAMA when their sales is so freaking good! WTS! So people just shut up with those mnet is bias & things like that! -__- At least on M! Coundown, they really show how they calculate the points unlike Music Bank/Inkigayo.. So it's pretty fair! & seriously I think Music Bank has the weirdest counting system. Seriously dk how they calculate all those points! zzz. OH & WTH, T-ara didn't even get nominated in Golden Disk Award! What a joke! Those rookie groups can even be up there but why not T-ara?! Damn I seriously don't know why Korean hate T-ara so much or is it the media?! Maybe they think T-ara is too overrated, but hey no! They are just much more hardworking than other idol groups/idols. See their schedules and you will be shocked! They can work for 18hs straight a day without stopping and having less than 2hs of sleep everyday! They can leave their loft at a time as early as 2AM! OMG TOTALLY CRAZY! CCM, YOU SHOULD LET THEM REST!!! They are known to have the most packed schedule among other idols in Korea(There's evidence!)! So obviously I think they deserve more fame than they have now!

Somehow I feel that T-ara is a group that will create miracles! ^^ They worked hard, and even though they didn't really get any big awards when they obviously deserve it, they proved that they have the best songs/groups through other means! ^^ hehehe see, Roly-Poly has been the Top 3 Singles in Instiz Single Digital Ranking 2011 together with G.NA&IU, they also got #1 on Monkey3 for most no. of downloads in year 2011, #1 in Naver Chart 2011 and #1 on Gaon Digital Single Chart 2011. WOW. SEE, THEIR SALES IS THAT GREAT! Although not in terms of albums, but the LEGAL downloads itself! teehee it's a very good result right?! ^^ SO SEE SEE WHAT'S THE USE OF HAVING AWARD SHOWS WHEN THEY ARE NOT GIVING THE AWARDS TO THOSE THAT TRULY DESERVE THEM EVEN WITH EVIDENCES! To me, T-ara is like a group that wanna show people how the entertainment industries actually works - unfair/bias, that's about it.

I'm definitely not being bias here towards T-ara because evidences tell everything. ^^

Anyways, T-ara just released some concept photos for their Lovey-Dovey comeback! omg and seriously, am I the only one who doesn't like it? :X So mature! esp jiyeonie! X.X Why do they dress her like that when she's the maknae(youngest) of the group! Don't like.. don't think I will like their Club Ver MV. But who knows, maybe I'll like it after they release it LMAO. But for now, the concept photos make me don't feel like purchasing their repackage album... :X oops sorry, but I'll see how. oh yeah and why didn't Cry Cry win any award on Music Bank/Inkigayo?! It's such an awesome song and they have quite a good sales rate! Even beating the wonder girls after that but idk why inki keep giving the award to WG... zzz. & now that IU is back, T-ara definitely can't win... awww... TT nvm Lovey-Dovey will be DAEBAK! Since in the first place they didn't really plan to release Cry Cry as their promotional song. so yepp... they won twice on M! Countdown though! GRATS! ^^

oh & seriously when are they starting to film Dream High 2(DH2)?! yeah yeah jiyeonie got cast as one of the main characters in DH2! ^^ hehe. but after hearing what her character is in the drama, I got a little pissed off. lol. Sounds like she will be the evil one.. TT & her role doesn't seem as big as it sounded previously.. anyways nothing is really confirmed yet unless they started filming! & you know what?! I don't get it why they kept casting females in to the drama. SO BORING PLEASE. We don't need so many females! Get some hot guys and cast them in! LOL. :P 3 female leads and 1 male lead... -_- Does it make sense? So those 3 girls are gonna snatch that one and only guy... pathetic life/story uh.. omg jiyeonie needs to be paired up with some seriously hot guy, not the male lead! :X I'm not hating him but just thinks that he isn't hot enough! :P

I think something went wrong with hyomin&jiyeon... TT they doesn't seem as close as they were in the past. X.X I miss them so much! AHHHHH. Eunjung eonni ah, please help them if there's any misunderstanding between them! They need to interact more!

YAY! I wrote alot! LOL. ^^ A crazy fangirl 'chant' hahaha. okay I think I'll just stop here for now! CYA GUYS AGAIN soon?.. haha.

2011-10-17T01:28:00.002+08:00

Although I'm a jiyeon-bias,
I always thought how great it would be to have a friend like eunjung...
She seems to be a really really good friend.

2011-10-16T01:36:00.002+08:00

I really wanna listen to T-ara sing 'Good Person' live again... preferably on a music station! It's a really nice ballad. They didn't promote the song on any music station that time, I think it's because it's a pre-debut song for a drama's ost. yepp yepp it's sang by the 5-members-t-ara, not the current one... 5-members-t-ara consist of current members - jiyeon, eunjung & hyomin, the other 2 aren't in the current t-ara anymore... I think they just performed twice/thrice on some festivals with the 6-members-t-ara... :/ & there aren't much fancams nor broadcasts... :(

Dear CEO of CCM, please let T-ara perform 'Good Person' again! Or at least, nono I think it's better to get them a ballad song similar to 'Good Person'! Really wanna hear their real vocals!~ oh yeah and you you, why didn't you let jiyeon promote her solos?! T.T Especially for 'More and More'! It's quite a popular song!!! & I really think that she can sing live! Let her try it!!! zzz. We need more solos from her!!!

okay I think I'm like talking to myself... lmao! but. whatever. :P

어떻게해야?...

2011-10-10T15:21:00.011+08:00

2011-09-13T16:52:00.002+08:00

当你发现世上没有永远...
当你觉得害怕了、疏远了...
当你发现其实自己也不过如此...
当你怎么努力后也改变不了...
当你再也找不到理由时...

放弃，是不是最好的选择呢？...

Black Eyes?!

2011-09-09T10:19:00.005+08:00

ahahahaha. okay this is fast! T-ara just ended their roly-poly promotions in Korea end of August and they are making a comeback on the 27th of October!!! Unexpected, b'cos it's too fast! Their mini album will be named 'Black Eyes', lol sound kind of weird, to me hahaha. So I think they will most probably promote that some time after their japan debut! DAEBAK! yepp yepp, they are making their debut in japan currently, and officially on the 29th this month with bo peep bo peep! hehe. oh yeah, their comeback song in Korea will not be retro anymore! hehehe! I wonder what style they will come up now!~ since they always change their genre in every album! XD EXCITED!

OKAY I mean I'm REALLY EXCITED in the first place! Still excited, but kind of worry now. lol. :X I'm not saying that T-ara's popularity isn't good or what but, competing with SNSD, Wonder Girls & G-dragon?! Oh gosh!!! T.T I wonder what their CEO is up to! seriously!!! & he said he did that purposely to compete! OMG!!! It's all over the news now! AHHHHHH! I know that it's a good time to test/see their popularity but... they didn't even win 2NE1 with Roly-Poly! T.T How could they win such strong rivalries! esp SNSD! zzz. I don't want them to be like how they were in Music Bank, only getting 2nd with Roly-Poly over weeks b'cos of suju's comeback! T.T

okay, I should be more optimistic! Since they did so well in sales with Roly-Poly, they should have gained more popularity right?! hehe... I really hope that they have a stronger fanbase now!!! & seriously, to have a stronger fanbase, CCM CEO, you should really announce an official fanclub name for T-ara!!! zzz. It's already been 2years and there isn't any official fanclub name yet, what are you doing seriously?!!! -_- Preferably, 'diadem', I heard that the official jap fanclub name is 'queens?'. LMAO! It's seriously soooo WEIRD... -_- why are the fans queens and the girls are only tiaras?! LOL. Doesn't make sense right?!

ok ok I think I wrote too much lol. T-ARA FIGHTING! JIYEON FIGHTING! JAPAN-DEBUT DAEBAK! BO PEEP BO PEEP FIGHTING! BLACK EYES COMEBACK FIGHTING! DIADEMS FIGHTING! ^-^

oh yeah & why is T-ara always competing with groups that I like too?... :P I like 2NE1 too!~ I used to like Wonder Girls too!~ But T-ara is my favorite! HEHE! JIYEON! XD

2011-09-07T11:55:00.002+08:00

不知所措的滋味，
很难受...
就算知道了，
也不能做什么，也不能改变什么...
你知道那种心情吗？...
T.T

눈물이 또르르...

2011-08-23T20:53:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHH okay whenever I watch T-ara related videos, I will be very happy. But then when I see the !@#$ new member I'll be damn PISSED OFF! REALLY HATE HER! ZZZ. SHOO AWAY MAN! You're just so irritating!!! I'm not an anti though, and never will be forever for anyone. ^-^ I just really don't like her. It's like really unfair for the other members. The 6-member T-ara worked so hard these years to get to their popularity now and then she just came in like this! WTF? -.- It's not even about a replacement problem here where a member leave or what! Gimme the 6-member T-ara back!!! T.T

2011-08-21T17:13:00.001+08:00

郁闷。。。该怎么办？？？ (T_T)

나도 몰라...

2011-08-18T23:48:00.005+08:00

몰라 몰라 몰라 !!! ㅠ.ㅠ
나는 정말 미쳤다고 생각 !
왜 ?!...
정말 울고 싶어...
나도 이렇게 싫어...
이제 어떻게해야 ???

enjoying first!~

2011-08-11T13:09:00.003+08:00

hahaha gonna heck care and play first this week!~ Will start studying next week since next week is the start of exams... -_- GAHHHHHHHHH!

Hehe, I'm thinking like should I start a photo diary someday soon? ^-^ I needa keep every memories down since I'm such a forgetful girl~ :X Anyways, my life aren't that interesting though. -.- so so this means that it would be easier for me right?! So true! Since there are nothing much to take/write so my diary shouldn't be that thick. okay shall start someday soon!~

어떻게 ?!...

2011-08-07T19:43:00.002+08:00

ㅠ.ㅠ
I'm feeling so weird now.
WEIRD, seriously WEIRD.
sad+worried+lost+helpless+etc.

I thought tears wouldn't come out anymore,
but it came today.

I think I finally woke up from my 'dream',
but it isn't a good thing...
I feel terribly awful!

2011-08-03T02:13:00.003+08:00

There are lots of things I wanna say.
There are lots of things that I wanna get help from.
There are lots of things that I wanna change.
There are lots of things that I wanna do.
...
But I did none of them.

I'm trying to act cool for everything.
It seems to help initially, but not really now.

ㅠㅠ

You Don't Know

2011-08-01T00:28:00.002+08:00

I don't know either...
Just let me be someone different, can't that happen?
someone who can reach their dreams...
T.T

good person?

2011-07-25T22:50:00.006+08:00

haha random much, since I'm listening to an old song by t-ara in 2009. yeah and the name of the song is 'good person'. It's their pre-debut song for Cinderella Man OST. The song is sooooo damn sad! feel like crying... make me think of how T-ara members feel when 2 of the members left... must be sad for them. :( But jiyeon's vocal is awesome there! oh wow & I didn't realise time passes so fast... :( I still remembered at a point of time, when I wanted to watch Cinderella Man, and that time Cinderella Man was still in the midst of airing. 2 years had pass! OMG! T.T but I haven't watch it. hahaha.

okay back to t-ara... I'll call T-ara in 2009, a 5-member T-ara. yeah they had only 5 members that time... including jiyeon, eunjung & hyomin, who are also currently members of the 7-member T-ara. & then after 2 of the members left the 5-member T-ara, they added 3 more members, which make a 6-member T-ara. & I like the 6-member pretty much!~ ^-^ They are all very nice people! But whyyy add one more at the end of 2010?! ZZZ. Seriously for what?! Anyways, I'll only like the 6-member T-ara group!!! unless I can feel that jiyeonie like the new member too! :P If not I won't accept her as a member of T-ara. I know I sounded cruel but at least I'm not an anti, I won't go around bashing her and stuff. So peace kay!

T-ara is too cute!!!

2011-07-23T01:47:00.008+08:00

Ahahaha this is damn funny! oh yeah please take note that all contents below are originally in english k. They(T-ara) really spoke in english. Watch the video! It's so much funnier hahaha!

Eunjung's interview:

Interviewer: Tell me introduce yourself.
Eunjung: Excuse me?
Interviewer: Tell me introduce yourself.
*Eunjung panicks and paused for quite some time*
Eunjung: Hi, my name is eunjung... Nice to meet you.
I... don't speak english. Thank you.

Jiyeon's interview:

Interviewer: Tell me introduce yourself, in english.
Jiyeon: Hi, my name is jiyeon park. ... ...
Interviewer: How old are you?
Jiyeon: Thirteen...
*Interviewer gives a really funny face and laugh*
*Jiyeon nods head confidently and starts thinking hard*
[She's 17 that year, born in 1993]

LMAO! I find this 2 really funny! hahaha. They're so cute!!! KYEOPTA!!! And what's with the 'tell me introduce yourself' from the interviewer! LMAO. What english is that hahaha. okay watch it?

Here are the cuts:
Eunjung's: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gVUyyUDiJbw
Jiyeon's: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ku7JR-MY6Ls

Jungle Fish 2! ♥

2011-07-06T23:05:00.003+08:00

Wahahahaha, I can't believe that I finished Jungle Fish 2 within 2 days! LOL. How I wish I could do that with projects. :( lol anyways, there are only 8 one-hour episodes, so it totaled up to 8hours. ^-^ kekeke. Cos I really really just can't wait to finish it! Jiyeon was super cool!!! ♥

okay gotta say their ep2 wasn't bad, and of course their last ep! Omg I cried so much you know for the last ep! T.T lol. It's really a very mixed feeling haha. Gotta say it's worth to watch! I really love jiyeon+lee joon! ♥ Nomu kyopta!~ haha.

& seriously idk why I'll like jiyeon like so suddenly. :X I think last sunday, I was watching inkigayo live online, anticipating on 2NE1's performance!~ :D Since they were the last to perform, I watched the performance of other celebs before them. Then I happened to see T-ara's Roly Poly. I heard it a few weeks before I think, but it sounds pretty normal to me. But then during their inkigayo performance, I find the song really catchy and cute haha. & wow, there's someone who looks like kim tae hee! LOL. I mean from far yeah. I've heard of that before but didn't really rmb since I don't think she looks like kim tae hee that time. But now, she really does look a little like kim tae hee. But of course, kim tae hee is prettier kekeke. yeah and that's how I started noticing her especially last 2/3 days. ^-^ She's really pretty!!!

2011-07-05T18:52:00.002+08:00

Should I be glad that no one realises?...
Or should I be sad that that's how it works?

I would never choose to be myself again if I had a choice...

Yuna Kim ♥

2011-06-21T00:59:00.004+08:00

OMG I'M JUST SOOOOOO IN LOVE WITH HER! ♥ LOL, I mean idolize kay haha. FYI, she's the world record holder for figure skating single female category under the new judging system! ㅋㅋㅋ & of course, the world champion in figure skating! XD She's also the first female to break 200 points in figure skating and also the first korean to get a medal in figure skating! PROOOOOOOOO! If you ever watch her skate, you'll definitely fall for it! haha. I'm serious! ;) Nobody can beat her, & I meant it. Watch her performance @ 2011 vancouver winter olympics and you will know! My favorite is her 007!~ ♥ & also her run devil run in Festive On Ice!

okay and she has got a really nice voice too, I mean vocal. Without singing lessons and everything, with her vocal, it's already good enough, nono, I would say way good enough to be a singer!

haha actually my first impression on her wasn't really good. I think last year, yepp last year, she was appointed as the ambassador of G20 summit together with han hyo joo, one of my favorite korean actress. & when I watched kim yuna giving speech, she was holding onto a paper which I believed she had written what she wanna say on it. The way she talked and everything, I feel that she's like playing around. :X I'm really sorry to think that way, really. Cos I think that's just her bubbly character now, and it's kinda cute. haha. It's alright to have cards/notes when giving speech, it's really alright. Cos I often need that too! :P Anyways, what I think isn't important, since she's such an undeniable talented and hardworking girl. ♥♥♥

She made me wanna learn ice-skating, and figure skating! lol! But with my age? haha kinda hard. eh actually I aren't that old either uh. :P

okay I'm listening to her single, Ice Flower, which she sang together with IU. It's hot from the oven! & I'm loving their voices so much and the song too! ♥ So addictive!~ It's the theme song for her Kiss & Cry show -- a figure skating show hosted by kim yuna. :D The show is awesome so far!

2011-06-01T23:57:00.003+08:00

I know I'm weird.
b'cos I don't even know myself well enough to give you an answer.

Speechless...

2011-05-17T23:22:00.001+08:00

...

DESIGN...

2011-04-25T00:06:00.002+08:00

I had been working on my design these 2 days. But, none of them make me satisfy! It's easier to think than to draw then out especially considering their outcomes on the linoleum and the difficulty of carving them and the limitation of materials. Frankly, it will be so so much easier to just draw on a shirt than to carve them onto the linoleum and then stamp them onto those shirts... -_- SIAN. But it's alright since I think I did my best for this. I hope the outcome will be good, but I doubt so uh... Alright, I won't set high expectations then.

2011-04-20T18:31:00.002+08:00

okay, school started. & I just remembered that I forgot to blog about some of the outings... and since I have a bad memory, I decided not to blog about all that. :P

One word after school starts. TIRED. really tired. I think I can sleep anywhere now... This week isn't that tedious yet though. Since it's so called orientation week for freshies, we managed to miss most of the lessons. ^^

okay, and I really feel like going out now. hehe maybe tomorrow? :P

#13

2011-04-12T23:21:00.003+08:00

^^ Really thank you so so much for today, fish, brenda, jovin, joce lao ahma, wanqin mama and huimin!

okay so I really didn't know that py and jovin are gonna meet me at my void deck. I thought I'm only meeting with brenda first. Haha yeah I got surprised, well done uh... & brenda nearly spill the bean out ytd on msn! cos she told me that she's meeting me at 10am, and meeting with jovin at 9.30am. So I was like ??? lol. Then she came up with some really convincing excuses like 'oh cos jovin always can't wake up, so I told her to meet earlier. Don't tell her kay?' Then I was like okay... -_- PRO UH! okay so they lighted up the cake! ^^ DORAEMON PLUSHIES & other SOUVENIRS! Love it all! Thank you alot alot, py, bren & jovin! :D

To choa chu kang, had yakun toast then headed to farmart. Fish spa!!! WTH, totally! LOL. But it's the highlight of today! hahaha funniest and most fun one! ^^ though it's super scary! wow so we went into the shop, anticipating. but... omg looking into the tank? lol. lots and lots of fishes! OMG! & for me, it's a little big to be dr. fishes. :X Got our leg washed, jovin went in first, then py. LOL brenda & me were screaming almost throughout the whole 30min session. >.< but I'm braver than brenda! She kept lifting her legs up! LMAO. I just kept moving in the water. Smart right? :P Luckily there are only us there at that time.

Headed to a farm, fed rabbits, hamsters, goats etc.. Headed back to cck mrt and to arcade. Played some games there. & yay! I'm 1st in driving!!! XD Shopped around for a while. Then to bishan with py to meet with joce lao ahma, wanqin mama & huimin. ^^ Had ajisen, then to library? lol. Weird place huh. haha. Anyways, thank you so much for meeting & for the bag! ^^

Fulfilling day! ^^ & thank you so much for all the wishes!

Laughter.

2011-04-11T17:10:00.006+08:00

"I'm laughing not because I'm happy.
But if I do laugh, I can become happy."

- Choi Seung Hee [IRIS]

alright.

2011-04-10T15:59:00.003+08:00

It's alright if you aren't born with the talent,
just work hard.
Even though it may take more time,
even though you may not succeed after many tries,
just don't give up.
Take a break and try harder each time.

Every path is different & will lead you to different places.
Even if you had chosen a harder path,
don't ever regret.
Because you wouldn't know if other paths will be easier either.

[IRIS] Pics #3

2011-04-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

Gosh! I miss IRIS so much!!!
It's the best series ever!
Trust me and watch it if you haven't!

#12

2011-04-05T01:14:00.003+08:00

[Late update]

haha it happened yesterday(mon). Went to bugis with jovin. & the first stop we went when we arrived was the kids arcade at BHG(bugis junction). -_- Jovin's idea, not me. Played some of the games! Omo, and I rode on the horse machine! LOL. Just wanna try it since it's big enough for me to ride on. :P But damn damn embarrassing!!! Esp when some guys came in! GOSH! haha but I didn't rode for the whole ride, I came down half way. cos really, embarrassing. :X oh there's one aunty who seems really DAO and fierce. So scary... but she was nice enough to give us her remaining 200++ tickets after exchanging her stuffs. but still... scary. Thankful though. ^^ Exchanged a doraemon pouch & pen, jovin's rilakkuma card holder and a sticker? YAY-NESS! To iluma, bugis street. There's a watch which is kind of cool. haha but it cost $18. It sounds cheap for a watch but I don't trust the quality so yeah... but I really want it!!! T.T

[okay & I had a really bad gastric pain? before this! I hope it's just gastric pain though. Better wake up earlier tomorrow for breakfast!]

#11

2011-04-05T01:09:00.003+08:00

[Late update]

okay it's supposed to be on last sunday. so yeah, out with gor to boon lay & IMM. It's such a hot and sunny day haha. I still thought that it's gonna rain. If not I wanna go swimming! :/ I SIMPLY LOVE DAISO! LOL. Cheap & nice. Had yummy subway tuna!~ lol and you know what? We walked all the way to IMM and back to MRT instead of taking the shuttle bus. :P Just too lazy to wait for the bus. but I'm feeling so sleepy while walking back to the MRT. & it's like I can fall asleep anytime even when I'm walking! Omo!

Differences.

2011-03-31T18:11:00.002+08:00

You(s) are different.
I miss you(s) alot, alot...
You(s) make me feel helpful.
I'm thankful for you(s) being there.
I wanna spend my future with those.

I don't think I need others anymore.
They're just so ~~different~~ similar,
wearing different masks everywhere they go.
I once thought they were nice too.
u(s) disappoint me, seriously, alot.

#10

2011-03-31T15:12:00.003+08:00

To novena @evening/night ytd with forest gor. ^^ TOYS"R"US! hahahaha. He bought me a toy gun as my birthday present!!! ♥ Thank you so so much!!! ^^ I love it alot alot! haha I think I must be insane for loving toys so much recently... :X Bought a remote controlled Subaru car. ♥ It's cool!!! But I think my house is too small for me to play. lol.

I love guns! ♥

feel like buying the darts too... but not those with sharp edges. haha. There's one which is nice, cost around 15dollars. But didn't buy it cos I bought the toy car already! :P Next time I shall buy it. muhahaha.

MY TOP 12 ACTRESSES & ACTORS!

2011-03-30T16:53:00.019+08:00

In this case, I didn't count dara/jaejoong in b'cos they're more of a singer to me.
& for hyunjoong's case, since he's into more dramas nowadays, I counted him in.
SO, to sum up, rookie actors/actresses are NOT included.
Esp. of those singer-turned-actor celebs.

Happy Birthday Kim Tae Hee!!! :DDD

2011-03-29T00:37:00.005+08:00

cr: baidu

Forever young at heart! (& looks too!) ^^
My beautiful princess!
& cool madam!
Loves. ♥

2NE1 for adidas original! ^^

2011-03-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

Omgawdddd!!!
Look @ my gorgeous DARA YAH!!!
Indeed a goddess!~

#9

2011-03-28T00:05:00.003+08:00

Oops, it's monday now. :X when I should be posting on sunday. haha. Watching drama just now. so... ya. ^^

To pasir ris park yesterday with forest gor. haha wanna teach him some art & craft and balloon folding. So had a so called picnic? lol. Though it's in a shelter, we got wet when it rains so heavily. OMG and it's so damn embarrass! Cos the rain is coming in, and we just open our umbrellas & tried to shelter the rain off, but, obviously our mat got wet. & my stuffs got wet & I'm so drenched! There are people in the shelter too! Made me feel so embarrassed... X.X IQ of a poly student uh... I admit, I feel ashame. okay, I'll work hard on it though! ^^ To GIANT, bought a toy gun & durain chips! Had dinner. Oh you know what? I ate 3 breads & a plate of roasted duck noodle for dinner! SO FULL! FUN DAY! ;)

I want a remote controlled mini car! Gotta buy it soon! kekeke.

oh gotta wake up early tomorrow to clean up my house! But not gonna sleep early. :P

#Cherish That Person ♥

2011-03-24T17:13:00.004+08:00

#nowplaying Cherish That Person by yoseob[B2ST].

It talks about a person slowly falling in love, the feeling. How he misses her and keep thinking about her all the time. He will cherish her more than how he can express them through words. & to the extend of giving her everything he can.

♥ this song!

I'm trying so hard to find a piano tutorial for this song, but none. :( I hope someone will do it soon...

#8

2011-03-24T02:40:00.003+08:00

Selcas day with wq mama! ^^ hahaha. For those who dk, selca=self-taken pics from camera. (: WOO, it feels good that I won't feel awkward with her. ^^ hehehe. Cos normally I do even with best friends/good friends... :X

okay, so sang karaoke @ broadway plaza amk. Piggy mama woke up late and we met at a later time. To cineleisure for dinner~wan tan mee! & colourful tang yuan! OMG!!! SUPER NICE! I'm still craving for it now. hahaha. Took neoprints, mama's treat! (; Thanks! To esplanade/singapore river/marina square. Walked around, took lots of pics, played with camera. Had supper at mcdonalds. & backed home at around 12.30-1am. WOW. X.X Mama's fault!

Anyways, a really fun day!!! Miss you alot neh, mama! haha.

[IRIS] Pics #2

2011-03-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

Super cool seunghee(taehee) as a madam!
OMG I WANNA BE LIKE HER TOO!!!

[Love Story In Harvard]

2011-03-22T16:08:00.004+08:00

haha yeah I know this title sounds... erm... stupid? lol. I mean boring perhaps. yeah it isn't as exciting or as promising as dramas nowadays, but it's a very relaxing drama. The story flows well enough, but argh, too emo!!! TT & I think it is a little ridiculous for 3 years to pass before they met again. -_- Half of the drama isn't in Harvard, so I would really suggest them to change the name of this drama. A 2004 drama.

okay, I will summarise the drama here:
[ It's mainly about romance here. Love triangles between soo in(taehee), hyunwoo(raewon) & jungmin(jungjin). & also jin ah.
Soo in -- medical student, later a doctor. Someone who loves to help to unfortunate.
Hyunwoo -- law student, later a lawyer.
Jungmin -- law student, later a lawyer.
It all started when they attended school in Harvard university. Hyunwoo & jungmin fell in love with soo in. & later, soo in fell in love with hyunwoo. Problems arise, & hyunwoo managed to help soo in from all these. But, soo in needs to leave for africa for voluntary works, which is also part of her school work, but isn't compulsory. Thus, soo in left hyunwoo after telling him indirectly, which left him in pain. 3 years later, hyunwoo is an official lawyer in korea & soo in went back to korea from africa. They met again there. After times of attempt, they got back together. Since soo in was only back for project, she needs to go back to america. Hyunwoo let her go and soo in promises to come back soon. However, soo in fainted in the airport during the day of departure. & she was soon diagnosed with bone marrow cancer, and it's serious. Many things happened. Jungmin found out and tried his best even to betray himself by helping jason just to save soo in. Hyunwoo found out soo in's illness through jungmin & tried to propose to her. But she rejected. After many tries, soo in finally decided to marry hyunwoo. After their marriage, hyunwoo found out that soo in was being used in her former company, and had cause many lives, through his law case. He wanna win the law case but was threatened by jason, who is the CEO of that company. Jason said that he will help soo in find a suitable bone marrow so that she can live on in exchange with hyunwoo giving up the law case of suing him. Hyunwoo struggled through and when he decided to give up the case, soo in found out and rejected the bone marrow transplant. She persuaded hyunwoo to continue the case despite knowing that she may die without a transplant. & with jungmin's help, they won the case. ^^ & the donor still decided to donate her bone marrow to soo in. So happy ending! ^^ ]

[My Princess] Pics #4

2011-03-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

I just love this couple more each day! ♥

#7

2011-03-21T22:11:00.002+08:00

NEX @ serangoon with shuqing scandal. Bought a mickey mouse hat for small kid. lol. Ah, shouldn't have bought it actually, it's like I don't really dare to wear it out. :X Pasamalam @ admiralty. omo, and you know what?! I bought a new era cap! SO DAMN HAPPY! Wanted the superman[blue+red] version but, no size 7. So took batman[purple+black] version. It's nice too anyways. OMO I FEEL LIKE BUYING ONE MORE!!! XD Thanks so so much for taking me to the pasamalam, scandal! LOVE YOU! haha. Go out again next week kay! (;

#6

2011-03-20T23:38:00.002+08:00

Met with jovin today! ^^ kekeke. Arcade and dined at amk hub. Wooo she caught a mini pooh and gave it to me! :D Thanks alot!!! hehehehe. It's so cute, like me, not you. :P

& I think I should teach/revise with you on simultaneous equations soon! :P

#5

2011-03-19T23:18:00.003+08:00

Shopping with mum today! ^^ Scape --> Takashimaya --> Ion --> Junction 8. Ate baked pasta at pizza hut! wow damn full! hahaha. & I drank their mango tango, too sweet... & I shouldn't be drinking cold stuff since I'm coughing. :X Bought an adidas cap and a table! So happy~~ kekeke. Mummy is so generous today lol.

sadenning...

2011-03-16T19:36:00.003+08:00

Why did it happen?
I really really can't imagine how the japaneses are feeling now. :(
Earthquake & earthquake again...
Explosions again & again releasing radical substances,
& all we can do is only to pray/donate.
TT

#4

2011-03-16T15:53:00.002+08:00

hah. Badminton with ahma, py, huimin, mama, xinyi, chisun and cheekuan yesterday. They are all pros man! zzz. My butt hurts so much now!!! Walked to thomson plaza while it's drizzling! OMG! Radiation?! I hope not... Dined at a korean restaurant. :D Shared baked rice & pizza with py and ordered ice cream latte! haha it's bitter, but yummy~ ^^ [edit: oh, I drank coffee ytd, no wonder I can't get a good sleep ytd night... :(] & the best thing is, they are showing korean celebs MV! WOOHOO~ I need a girl(dance ver) - taeyang. okay, my throat hurts a little while eating. :( But I love love love the food & drink!!! Off to LAN, played L4D2. *giddy* HAHA I think LAN is the best part of ytd's meet up. Had so much fun!

kk and I'm sick now. yeah not again right? It's like why am I getting sick like every month? :( SIAN. It's either I ate too good stuff/LAN too much/walk in the rain/eat ice-cream, which makes me ill. Bloated stomach+flu+fever+headache. TT

#3

2011-03-15T09:28:00.002+08:00

haha went to pasamalam with syl gor yesterday. ^^ Tapioca+sausage! yum yum! Bought some tennis balls too. haha idk for what too. :X oh & I saw a jack skellington(black/halloween ver) handphone/itouch pouch, so bought it for py! kekeke. Gonna give it to her later during dinner! ^^ I saw caps too!!! But it looks ex... :(

Anyways, it's fun! ;) & gor, jiayous for your work kay!

#2

2011-03-13T23:01:00.003+08:00

Had so much of fun today! ^^ Really really love outings with py&jovin! kekeke. okay I'll try to make it short.

K-box(karaoke)[went crazy @ rihanna's part in 'love the way you lie'. ^^ LOL & damn embarrassing when I wanna stand up on the couch, the k-box people came in and I quickly squat down. He is 偷笑-ing.] --> arcade[didn't manage to get any toys. :(] --> 3D 'roller coaster'[it's a fake roller coaster with 3D & motion effects. FUN! ABSOLUTELY FUN!!! I was laughing throughout the whole ride so I didn't get a chance scream. Can't stand py's scream/shout! It sounded so much like a lao popo screaming! LMAO!!! & my 3D specs drop twice during whole ride LOL!] --> Ate @ fish & co express[Yummy-licious! Teriyaki salmon burger!] --> Jovin went home, py&me went tampines for shopping~

FUN FUN FUN! ah but I haven try the bumper car yet!!! Let's go out again someday soon! ;)

[IRIS] Pics #1

2011-03-13T01:30:00.002+08:00

haha I love this scene!
Cool 'under-cop'!
Indeed a 'part-time actress'. ^^ *wink wink* (those who watched should get me)

IRIS

2011-03-12T19:59:00.003+08:00

omg. This is gonna be the best best k-drama till now. It's my regret that I didn't watch it earlier when so many people told me to... :X IRIS! I wish there will be a season 2! okay what's on my mind now is how the hell did the scriptwriters write this story. They're really PROS! BRAVO! but uh, I will now refrain myself from watching such action drama temporary cos the storyline is too scary and cruel... Don't wanna watch all that now. haha. This shows how successful IRIS is! ;)

& what I really don't get it is that why must hyunjun(male lead) die. It's so sad... & how did he die?! Someone assassinated him? that's my guess. cos it shouldn't be a car accident. yeah I should be right then. ARHGGG. No wonder the ending is ironic. Just the last 1 minute or so of the drama when he was on the way to propose to seunghee(female lead) and he died for unknown reasons. -_- Poor seunghee... They are just not fated to be together. :( But she was so so cool when she acted as part of IRIS(organisation). I thought she turned bad in EP18-20[EP18-when she came back from jeju.][EP20-when she suddenly disappear at the conference & couldn't be contacted] but it ended up that she was helping NSS to kill those IRIS people who tried to assassinate the president. WOW! COOL!~

haha but to me it's like a no ending drama... cos, Mr Black isn't dead yet... There may be a season 2! Who knows right?! :P Pictures tomorrow or soon! ^^

Pray...

2011-03-11T17:43:00.001+08:00

#prayforjapan
Pray for any country affected,
that the people there will be safe.
Stay away from coastline!!!

[IRIS] To be continue...

2011-03-11T10:38:00.003+08:00

HAHA. OMG I'M JUST SO ADDICTED TO IRIS! -kdrama. kekeke. Their action scenes are really good!~ *BANG* omg it's just too cool!!! okay but it isn't a light-hearted drama, it makes me so tense up every time I watch. lol. Anyways, I'm still in the mist of watching... 7 more episodes to go!! & I love love love episode 10!!! where the terrorist attacked NSS and seunghee(taehee) was the only agent left uncaught in the office building. (Others are just admins, being caught) The other agents aren't in the office. WOAH THE WAY SEUNGHEE'S HOLDING THE GUN!!! ♥ JUST LOVE IT! IT'S SO SO DAMN COOL!!! okay so she tried to get communication to the outside so as to get help since the terrorist blocked their communications/signals. *BANG BANG* Fight, fight, fight. Then hyunjun(byunghun) finally saw seunghee...

okay I shouldn't talk too much about it since nobody will understand unless you watch it yourself. yeah frankly speaking, it's kind of confusing. keke. but I can still manage it. ^^ So IRIS is just a really bad ass organisation whom tried to cause tensions/wars between countries... so evil... Anyways, should watch it! It's really exciting!!! THRILLER!!!

[My Princess] Pics #3

2011-03-10T00:35:00.004+08:00

I really love this pic!!! ^^
They're so adorable!
A match made in heaven! ♥

[My Princess] Pics #2

2011-03-10T00:27:00.006+08:00

haha his famous wink from My Princess! ;)
Kikwang from b2st/beast.

[My Princess] Pics #1

2011-03-09T00:02:00.005+08:00

cr: kayburg

Park Hae Young, you're such an understanding & sweet guy...

[My Princess] Like a tree...

2011-03-08T22:52:00.007+08:00

"I'm nervous. Just like a tree in front of the strong winds. Some branches will be broken, some will flex. But in order to become a bigger tree, it has to experience this process." - Lee seol

my princess!~

2011-03-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

A 16-episodes drama, finished watching by me in 2 days. Ahahahaha. Pro? :P

"It's a very promising drama." That's what I thought when I finished watching ep1. So I had very high expectations on this drama, My Princess. But, kind of disappointed, it didn't reach my HIGH expectations. lol. But it's alright, since my expectations are really high cos they started off the drama too well. ^^ Overall, it's awesome. Just kind of confusing at some parts, and I still think that there's something missing at somewhere. Anyways, it's added into my 'Favorite K-Dramas' List. ^^ kekeke. & they really got awesome actress/actor! Kim tae hee is so pretty! She looks younger than her age! hahaha. & I think taehee matches very well with seunghun, they do look like a real couple. :P

Pictures tomorrow! ^^

#1

2011-03-06T23:07:00.003+08:00

Fun day out with jovin, zhengyi & huimin. + kaifeng. ^^
Zhengyi drew us! ♥ So cuteeeee~
Let's go out again someday, soon!!!

MBLAQ ^^

2011-03-06T01:19:00.004+08:00

Gorgeous guys from MBLAQ!
Lee Joon, MIR, GO.

DARA in the dark.

2011-03-05T15:50:00.006+08:00

cr: impojie

This is so adorable! ♥
Still gorgeous in the dark!

SHOE CRAZE!!!

2011-03-03T00:29:00.002+08:00

Should I work for this coming holidays? o.O
There are so many shoes that I wanted!!! LOL.
But I feel like slacking and doing something different during the holi too...
haha I'll see how after my exam ends. ^^

#Another Day

2011-03-02T00:18:00.005+08:00

Yes, everyday is another day, another new, fresh day ahead! [hopefully...] haha. Actually I'm #nowplaying Another Day - Jay Kim (S.M. The Ballad) (TRAX). ^^ The song is sad though.

It's talking about:
[you being generous of letting your love go, so that he/she can find his/her own happiness. But you wouldn't bare to see him/her with other people. You wake up everyday as if nothing has happened, bearing and enduring the pain. You wanna forget everything about him/her but you just misses him/her so much and wishes he/she would come back someday, one day, still...] [summarized by me ^^]

I need more new&nice korean songs!!! Ballads & Pop are preferred though.

Oh btw, one paper down! Left one last to go!!! But it's the most difficult one, I think. The one that I'm weakest at... :( I guess I'll just have to try my best. Left 3/4 of the whole lecture notes to study within 2days. I know I can do it! FIGHTING! ^^

It's March!

2011-03-01T00:01:00.006+08:00

Wow. Can you imagine? March is here! ^^ HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!!! but it's only after this intense week of examinations... 1 down, & 2 more papers to go!!! FIGHTING!

Put in effort in whatever you do, you'll feel the difference. ^^

I'll be back soon! ^^

♥

2011-02-26T00:13:00.001+08:00

I think I'm attracted to guys who can play musical instruments, and I mean not only one instrument, but a few, or at least 2. ^^

lol. It's random haha.

santokki!

2011-02-24T18:38:00.004+08:00

haha. I'm back to rant about idols. lol. & I just realised that my recent posts are all about idols. :X It's not my fault, maybe I just feel stress up for studying. & by ranting on idols, I feel happy! kekeke. :P Weird me. haha.

okay so today's about sandara park again! ♥ yay! Currently my favorite idol! kekeke. ^^ I read it from somewhere that she's known for her edgy hairstyles, great sense of fashion, goofy personality and pretty face! Haha so true!!! All these makes me like her! ;) & any hairstyle can suit her! Like almost all, ok except for some, those few... She got the perfect face! She looks good especially in videos compare to pictures. hehe idk why too. :P yes, she has a great smile, but I prefer her cool looks though. ^^ I like cool people with fun personality, but not being cold and all.

DARA! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!

Awesome vocalists!

2011-02-22T23:40:00.008+08:00

kekeke from K-pop industry! kekeke. Of course, since I love k-pop so much! ^^

K. Will - I really love his very manly and strong vocal! ♥ haha but maybe too manly for higher notes?
KyuHyun from suju - Love his very steady vocal! ♥ Soothing+a little manly voice. Could be better if his vocal is stronger.
Taeyang from Big Bang - His vocal doesn't need to be strong, b'cos it' soooo soothing! I don't know how he manages to sing like that, but it's awesome, very unique! ♥ Life performances could be improved though.
Jaejoong from JYJ & former DBSK - He puts in alot of emotions when singing! I love that! ♥ He can make songs 'alive'!!! ^^ Could be better if his vocal is stronger though. :X
Seunggi - He has a very cute vocal, high vocal. ♥ First impression:'wow, he has a really nice vocal!' ^^ Could be better if he puts in more emotions!

Did I miss out any awesome ones? haha maybe I have yet to discover, do tell me if you know! ^^

haha & I'm sorry but I don't really know how to judge on females' vocals. lol. :X although I'm a female too... kekeke.

Oh yaya, & HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYOJOO UNNIE!!! STAY AWESOME! ♥

#You Wouldn't Answer My Calls - 2AM

2011-02-20T22:10:00.003+08:00

Love this song so much! ♥ But it sounded so sad... I watched their performance @mnet x daum music festival, online. & wahhhh I tell you, this song makes me tear even though I don't understand Korean. >.< Especially @jokwon's part, or maybe it's the chorus? I don't know. But I can feel jokwon's emotion through the song! Professional! haha I thought it sounded familiar and yes indeed. I even watched their MV before. :X But only realise that it's so awesome now!!!

okay and CONGRATULATIONS TO 2NE1 FOR WINNING 'ARTIST OF THE YEAR' @ MNET X DAUM MUSIC FESTIVAL YTD! XD So happy for them! They deserve it!!! ;) & I miss them so much! OMG, and so impressed by them dancing with such a thin and high high heels. lol. :O DARA,YOU GOT THE ATTITUDE, AND A GREAT SMILE! :D

2011-02-19T12:32:00.006+08:00

lol. I'm gonna rant about idols again. hahaha. :P

I'm watching 2NE1's performance @ youtube. & sorry, I really cannot stand CL, the leader of 2NE1. Don't make me hate you man... >.< She's like always trying to get people's attention. I mean it's nothing wrong with that of course. But it's like during the performance right, when she herself already has so many parts to sing, but still wants to snatch other member's part to sing. So wtf right. Seriously, what's wrong with you?! You sang the most and yet wanna snatch the others' parts too?! Then why are you in a female group ?! & it's not only for one performance, but in MOST performance! I know some of you will defend and just say that 'oh she's just trying to make the audience high'. Then do it during her parts! Not others'! Your manner is just like not appreciating other members' singing! So why should I appreciate yours?! So what if you're the leader?! That doesn't mean that you can just do anything to your preference! I know you may be nice offstage but please just respect others too onstage. Remember that, it's a stage of 2NE1, not just yours!

oh btw, I DREAMT ABOUT SANDARA PARK!!! ♥ SO HAPPY! :DDD

it's just because, you care.

2011-02-07T11:30:00.007+08:00

The initiative of telling in advance, because you care.
The willingness on waiting for a reply, because you care.
The feeling of wanting to attempt, because you care.
The stubbornness of not wanting to let go, because you care.
The fear of not getting another chance, because you care.

Yes, it's because I care.
But do you know how exhausted I am by caring?.
好难受的滋味！TT

#DARAGON IS REAL!

2011-01-30T23:57:00.002+08:00

haha. They're suspicious, but I can't really say they're real. oh btw, daragon=g-dragon from bigbang+sandara park from 2NE1. ^^ keke. yepp. It's so called a 'couple' name for them. oh and they event have fanbase call applers. LOL. They're cute anyways. haha why do I suddenly bring them up? cos recently in an interview, sandara mentioned that it'd be good to have a bf like g-dragon (GD)! aww... kekeke. Nothing can be confirm now, just gotta wait. We will know the truth one day uh. ^^

oh yeahhh and I suddenly like big bang's songs!!! They're awesome! haha YG family FTW! 2NE1 & BIGBANG!!! WOOTSSSSSSSSS.

> retest tmr. screw it. I hope not. zzz.

2011-01-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

Today's a bad day. It seriously is. :( I just feel so hurt.

I thought you're someone whom I'll respect. But where's your respect to me. And to me, you're just doing it for the sake of doing. There isn't any sincerity. I thought I'll work hard with the little bits of motivation, but, you just crushed them into pieces now. I'm not a disrespectful person, but it just seems that to you, I will be one. Since I'm like one in your eyes too.

I seriously don't feel like seeing you!

it's a prob.

2011-01-26T21:41:00.009+08:00

It's so sad when you know you can't change anymore/anywhere to the better... but you know that you're still not at your very best now... but what's the use of just being your best? You gotta be better than your best isn't it? But how would you ever reach there when you're not even at your best?

I've tried, so many times. & I always failed, far beyond pass. (I'm not talking about tests here) 'Failing doesn't mean that you're a failure, at least you've found many ways that it doesn't work' - Someone. But what if my ways are always the same? & I don't have any other ways to use?! *SIGH*

But it feels good when people praise you, those sincere praises, will make my day.

nomu appa...

2011-01-22T22:00:00.013+08:00

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DARA DARA DARA!!!

2011-01-20T00:27:00.004+08:00

Omg I can't help it but keep loving her. lol. as an idol. yepp. haha. She's just so adorable! & honest & innocent!!! ♥ Especially after watching her audition in the Philippines! She's really so honest, or should I say innocent?! haha. If she doesn't know, she will just say it. & the way she acted/responded was so cute! ♥ Aww... but she cried. & I was quite shocked on her reply on what she will do if she didn't get in... :(
Watch it and you'll know! : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvBLpUatEmQ

Impressive right. I mean like how she got through the whole process eventually and came in 2nd in that contest even though she's so 'lost' there. yeah. *salutes* make me like you even more! ♥ Her personality is loved. Pretty + adorable + fun + lovable + humble + honest + innocent + caring + attractive + sexy + fashionable + cool + exciting + etc.=1&only SANDARA PARK!!!♥

It's okay to cry when you're lost, but remember to stay calm and try to find your way back and you eventually would. You taught me this. ^^

it's childish...

2011-01-16T15:27:00.003+08:00

lol I just saw 'RIP JUSTIN BIEBER' on twitter's worldwide trend today. Of course it isn't true. I just feel like writing down some comments on this. I mean I'm not a fan of justin bieber nor any other angmo idols. So I'm a neutral, just into k-pop and korean stars! XD okay anyways back to topic, I know there are lots of people liking justin & hating him too. & I know it's our own freedom to like/dislike someone, but going to that extend, is it right? You guys are probably just jealous of him, a 16 year old boy, being so famous and all than your idol. Isn't it? Ask yourself, seriously. I'm not saying that you can't dislike him, but he deserve some respect isn't it? Everyone deserves respect. He worked hard to achieve what he got now so I don't see anything wrong with his achievements. Maybe he just got a little better luck. Everyone is talented in their own ways, and attract different types of people. So if you guys don't like him, just don't bother him and stop making people's life hard. It's like would you want others to do that to you too?...

lol I sounded like one of his fan, but seriously, I'm not. I'm just a k-pop addicts. :P I respect every artist even if I don't like them.

Just realised that people can be so selfish and scary...

seriously never ending...

2011-01-13T20:47:00.007+08:00

Microbiology - Project presentation, still got lots of stuff to prepare, esp the news article & research paper. Due next tuesday. Test on fungi next tuesday. Re-test on all chapters before fungi on 28 Jan.
Inorganic & physical chemistry - Pratical 6 exercise, Report writing & Tutorial exercise(weekly). Due next tuesday. Upcoming project and presentation due on chinese new year week. Practical test next next week.
Physiology - never-ending projects and presentations.
Mathematics - luckily I already did what's needed next week. But there's definitely homework from tutorial and MOL every week. Computerised test on chinese new year week.

Alot?! Right! I don't know how I am going to finish them, all. SIAN.

now I know why.

2011-01-12T22:58:00.005+08:00

I know why in the beginning, I don't wanna care anymore. B'cos it can make me really tired, and I mean REALLY. The more you care about it, the more you will think about it, and the more stress you will give yourself. I had finally gotten the answer on why I don't wanna care that time. & since I started to care a little now, it's already wearing me out. & to think that there are so many things undone, so many never-ending-things coming your way makes me feel so lost. It's like I don't know how to start them again.

: Please give more attention ___, so that I will have the motivation to carry on...

2011-01-09T23:37:00.002+08:00

I think I'm ready to start...
for at least tomorrow.
Although I don't know what I really want,
but that's the least I can do.

Take the strength and keep going!
Fighting!

2011-01-05T12:33:00.002+08:00

哈哈，我真的在星期一‘发了神经’了。连实验室都没去，暂时‘逃掉’了。
真的很希望能永远逃避，永远。但我知道是不可能的。
所以也该是时候做出个决定了，一个重大的决定。
但我还需要一些时间，一点帮助。

其实，我真的很羡慕你们……每一位。

假期实在是太短了！！！

2011-01-02T23:15:00.003+08:00

一知道明天就要开学了，感觉好无力哦… 跟上中学时完全不一样。
一想到明天就有presentation，就觉得好害怕… 害怕到能哭出来。
我也不想这样的。总觉得自己好没用啊。
明明说过新的一年，要有新的开始，要勇敢一点。
但总觉得始终还是不能达成。好失败是吧。
才新年的第二天就说自己会失败。哈哈。哪可能成功，对吧？
后天的考试也还没读，厉害吧？但我也没打算要读。

让我做些别的吧… 不知明天我又会‘发什么神经’了…

Happy 2011! ^^

2011-01-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

Woots...! It's 2011! ^^ Happy new year everyone! It's a brand new year, and a brand new start! Let's make wonderful memories in 2011! My wish for everyone is simple, be healthy and happy! ^^

Anyways, went shopping today. omo, and I bought a 2NE1 sticker and a 2NE1 handphone strap @ comics connection. :P Love it! But it would be better if it's only Dara from 2NE1... oops, I'm a dara-bias anyways, can't help it. kekeke. oh and I bought a really cute, at least to me, jacket! ^^ LOVE IT!

oh and I just watched JYJ's performance ytd night @ KBS Drama Awards Ceremony! They make me wanna cry... idk why lol. Such beautiful voices, and jaejoong oppa has black hair now!!! hahaha. SHUAI! XD

ps. I had a really bad diarrhea/stomach upset today. :( Can't eat much...

MBC Drama Awards 2010

2010-12-31T00:19:00.002+08:00

OMO! Congrats Hyo Joo for winning the Popularity and Daesang(most grand) Award at MBC Drama Awards today! XD So happy for her! She deserve it! But I think it's kind of weird to have 2 daesung winners. :< Whatever it is, 2 awards for her in 2010! Great job! :D

okay, so today's the last day of 2010. That's really fast. It isn't a very pleasant year, I suffered alot, it's a really stressful year, and an emotional year too. But really, I wanna thank those who stood by me when I'm down. Thank you very much! ^^ hah, new year resolution? no I don't have any. It's kind of useless to make any resolution cos normally I won't keep it. :X Anyways, just hope that 2011 will be a better, happier, enjoyable and healthier year! ^^

& you know what? I think I can't be too angry or too emotional... my body will have side effects. That's pretty serious I think. gosh, I can feel that my body's weaker everyday... :( It's serious, I should consult a doctor someday when I'm free...

dara unnie!

2010-12-22T23:19:00.006+08:00

(: ): actually I'm kind of sad, especially yesterday b'cos 'I couldn't do well'... but I'm feeling better today. yepp. I wanna improve myself so much, in all aspects. I'll try, and I hope I won't give up half way through like what I did all the time... FIGHTING! ^^

oooo anyways I really like dara unnie!!! ♥ Gorgeous, adorable & fun! ^^ haha. I like her character, being herself. & it's really a must to listen to 2NE1's Clap Your Hands!!! Love the lyrics so so much!!! ♥♥♥ & their dance! ;) I think I'm so addicted to 2NE1's songs now. lol. which I never thought I would. :X Anyways, their songs are cool! But it''d be good if they do some ballads too! &&& I wish they would get sandara to film We Got Married! XD Omg, it'd be so cool!!! haha.

You know what I really want now? haha. DARA'S CLOTHES/PANTS/JEANS & JACKETS/SWEATERS/HOODIES & HATS/CAPS & SHOES!!! ♥♥♥ OMG I'M DYING TO GET THEM!!! but where?! zzz. I love her fashion style! Such a fashionista! kekeke.

2NE1!!!

2010-12-19T00:45:00.002+08:00

haha I didn't know that I'll like their music, the genre. yeah gotta admit that I didn't like them/their songs at first. Esp their songs, cos, it's very different from other k-pop groups, and I don't think I like. kekeke. But, wow after seeing sandara @ melon awards 2010, yeah I started to like her and their songs. kekeke. ^^

Heard that actually sandara isn't suppose to be in 2NE1 in the first place. o.O It isn't bad if she goes solo, but I think she'll be more famous with 2NE1... haha. Actually I think her vocal isn't bad, wonder why she sings so little... :< oh yeah she doesn't have a religion! & I was quite surprised, cos most Koreans are christian... & I find it a little weird why people say she's from philippine... She was born in Korea, just that she moved to philippine when she's young yepp. So I don't get it. lol. But anyways, she's a Korean.

I love her bullet train talking+her voice & her fashion style!!! SUPER SUPER LOVE!!!

SANDARA PARK!!! ♥

2010-12-18T17:13:00.002+08:00

OMG I'M SOOOO IN LOVE WITH SANDARA PARK NOW!!! ♥♥♥
She's so pretty & CUTE!
She talks like a bullet train and in her unique style.
I love her fashion style as well!
She isn't very sociable but can talk pretty well. ^^
She gave me those 'be yourself' feeling. haha.
Anyways, just hope that she can get to sing more parts in 2NE1's songs.

迷失。

2010-12-16T15:25:00.009+08:00

电视剧都是童话故事，
都有‘天使降临’的一刻。
一直都盼望那一刻的到来…
但是否忘了，
童话是不存在的。

似乎被脑袋耍得团团转了。
醒来时，
才发现自己仿佛就像在一望无际的大海中飘浮着…
感到好无助，
就只能默默地哭泣…
我还能做什么吗？

2010-12-06T00:46:00.003+08:00

有好多好多的事都想逃避。
不想面对，也不想尝试了。
因为害怕，因为没有勇气去面对。
也因为觉得疲倦了。

仿佛就像受了伤的的小鸟。
没了翅膀，无法飞行了。
我还能从新展翅高飞吗？

2010-12-06T00:25:00.002+08:00

I think I should have chosen a course that I have interest in,
and change it in the second semester if I couldn't cope with/ can't do well.
That will make a really right choice.
But it's too late.

I had chosen a mugger course,
and it can kill.
and I really regretted for not trying out some design courses first.

I know that once we made a choice, we should just try our best to like it, and to do well in it.
I know that other courses might be no better than the science course I'm in now.
But, 'regret' is the only word that's in my mind now.
It may only be some excuses cos I can't guarantee that I won't feel this way if I'm in other courses.

yeah, perhaps it's just some lame excuses for how I hated studying, for how I hated the society...
for how I hated everything...

HOTTIES!!!

2010-11-29T00:11:00.003+08:00

Jaejoong(ex-DBSK/THSK, JYJ) oppa! ♥ Leejoon(MBLAQ) oppa! ♥ (<--- my macho oppas!!!)
Hyunjoong(SS501) oppa! ♥
Taemin(SHINee) shii! ♥ (<--- he's sexy, not hot. haha.)

They're IRRESISTIBLE! LOL!
HAHA, anyways, currently they are my favorite Korean hotties!
AH, but only jaejoong is my idol. lol.
Cos, I choose idols base on: Characters, Talents(Vocal ability/Dance ability/Acting skills/etc.) and lastly, Looks(:P)!
Actually if I really like any celebs' character, looks doesn't matter anymore. eg. I like jungmin(SS501) cos he is so funny!!! HAHAHA.

kk here's my updated 'idol list':
Han Hyo Joo, Lee Da Hae, Hero Kim Jae Joong, DBSK/THSK, Wonder Girls, SS501.

haha more to come maybe... kekeke. MBLAQ isn't bad! :P SHINee too. but maybe not. :P

(I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! :( )

muscles don't grow.

2010-11-24T23:40:00.003+08:00

Actually I woke up late today and it's a really slack day. haha but I don't know why I am feeling so tired... >.<

Jumpstart was boring, I wish it never exist. It's totally a waste of time!!! Suggestion for NP: Just take the module, Jumpstart, out of IS please!!! Okay, and I'm kinda pissed off with someone... GRRR.

Aerobics was totally awesome and fun, but seriously too tiring... lol. First, we ran for 0.8km. Then we had a very fun aerobics(turning/skipping/'galloping'/moving around). (: BUT, AH I DON'T WANNA BUILD UP MUSCLES MAN!!! lol. There were so much on training biceps and triceps today... and to tell you, my arms hurts alot! yeah I'm kinda weak. haha. oh and totally can't lift up my left arm up when training for triceps. :X It's too tough for me! omg and please don't grow bigger, my muscles... just let it grow stronger kay, and I'll love you forever! XD hehehe.

More to come? ^^

2010-11-14T15:02:00.004+08:00

1. Brilliant Legacy/Shining Inheritance
1. My Girl
1. Princess Hour/Goong
1. Witch Yoo Hee/Witch Amusement
2. Bad Guy
3. Chuno/The Slave Hunters

haha yeah I edited my 'favorite korean drama list'. ^^ The first 4 dramas are too awesome to choose any most awesome one between them, so they are all my no. 1 k-dramas. ^^ I hope there will be more awesome k-dramas to come by so that I can add them in. hehe.

Btw, I had already re-watch Brilliant Legacy and My Girl! kekeke.

2010-11-06T01:03:00.001+08:00

It's so hard to tell.
It's so hard to figure out.
It's just too complicated...
to do it.

2010-11-05T00:28:00.002+08:00

Open your heart to others,
& others will open theirs to you too.
I needa do that...

Green Rose!

2010-11-01T22:45:00.003+08:00

wooo another korean drama! hahaha. okay this drama was like 5 years ago. lol. The title seems boring right? hahaha. I think they should have renamed it. lol. cos it sounds like those very romantic type of drama or those pure romance drama but its actually not. Isn't bad anyways but it could have been better if they were to remain as 16episodes instead of extending it to 22episodes. I think 16eps will make it a great one. Kind of draggy for 22eps... It's nice in a way that you can't really guess who the murderer is until the very end. yeah I thought it was 1 murderer but it ended up to be 3. lol. So that was the great part to fool audiences around uh. haha I like. & it's different from other k-dramas that I've watched so far. yepp.

oh btw, me no school tomorrow! yippee! hahaha. :P

Chuno! ♥

2010-10-25T23:57:00.005+08:00

Yes! I had finally gotten it watched! This drama is very awesome!!! ♥ but very heartbreaking... I really love the male lead's character! ♥ but why? why does he have to die?! It's so damn sad... :'( yeah that's the ending I've just watched. *sigh* I knew it's gonna be a tragic ending anyways... Ah, I really wish he can be with the female lead! :( The female lead isn't even with him when he died... :/ oh and I thought that the 2nd male lead will die too, but luckily he didn't. If not the female lead will be very pitiful...

Anyways, CHUNO'S GOTTA BE THE BEST HISTORICAL K-DRAMA EVER(SO FAR)!!! :D & JANG HYUK'S ACTING SKILL IS SO DAMN IMPRESSIVE!!! ♥ PRO ACTOR! LEE DA HAE IS ALWAYS AS PRETTY! haha. XD

First historical drama to be added into my 'favorite k-dramas list'! ;) which showed that how awesome this drama can get! People who enjoy watching historical drama, this is a MUST to watch! People who don't like historical drama will grow to like this exception too! TRY IT! ;D