#DARAGON IS REAL!
Sunday, January 30, 2011 // back to top?
haha. They're suspicious, but I can't really say they're real. oh btw, daragon=g-dragon from bigbang+sandara park from 2NE1. ^^ keke. yepp. It's so called a 'couple' name for them. oh and they event have fanbase call applers. LOL. They're cute anyways. haha why do I suddenly bring them up? cos recently in an interview, sandara mentioned that it'd be good to have a bf like g-dragon (GD)! aww... kekeke. Nothing can be confirm now, just gotta wait. We will know the truth one day uh. ^^
oh yeahhh and I suddenly like big bang's songs!!! They're awesome! haha YG family FTW! 2NE1 & BIGBANG!!! WOOTSSSSSSSSS.
> retest tmr. screw it. I hope not. zzz.
Thursday, January 27, 2011 // back to top?
Today's a bad day. It seriously is. :( I just feel so hurt.
I thought you're someone whom I'll respect. But where's your respect to me. And to me, you're just doing it for the sake of doing. There isn't any sincerity. I thought I'll work hard with the little bits of motivation, but, you just crushed them into pieces now. I'm not a disrespectful person, but it just seems that to you, I will be one. Since I'm like one in your eyes too.
I seriously don't feel like seeing you!
it's a prob.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011 // back to top?
It's so sad when you know you can't change anymore/anywhere to the better... but you know that you're still not at your very best now... but what's the use of just being your best? You gotta be better than your best isn't it? But how would you ever reach there when you're not even at your best?
I've tried, so many times. & I always failed, far beyond pass. (I'm not talking about tests here) 'Failing doesn't mean that you're a failure, at least you've found many ways that it doesn't work' - Someone. But what if my ways are always the same? & I don't have any other ways to use?! *SIGH*
But it feels good when people praise you, those sincere praises, will make my day.
nomu appa...
Saturday, January 22, 2011 // back to top?
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DARA DARA DARA!!!
Thursday, January 20, 2011 // back to top?
Omg I can't help it but keep loving her. lol. as an idol. yepp. haha. She's just so adorable! & honest & innocent!!! ♥ Especially after watching her audition in the Philippines! She's really so honest, or should I say innocent?! haha. If she doesn't know, she will just say it. & the way she acted/responded was so cute! ♥ Aww... but she cried. & I was quite shocked on her reply on what she will do if she didn't get in... :(
Watch it and you'll know! : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvBLpUatEmQ
Impressive right. I mean like how she got through the whole process eventually and came in 2nd in that contest even though she's so 'lost' there. yeah. *salutes* make me like you even more! ♥ Her personality is loved. Pretty + adorable + fun + lovable + humble + honest + innocent + caring + attractive + sexy + fashionable + cool + exciting + etc.=1&only SANDARA PARK!!!♥
It's okay to cry when you're lost, but remember to stay calm and try to find your way back and you eventually would. You taught me this. ^^
it's childish...
Sunday, January 16, 2011 // back to top?
lol I just saw 'RIP JUSTIN BIEBER' on twitter's worldwide trend today. Of course it isn't true. I just feel like writing down some comments on this. I mean I'm not a fan of justin bieber nor any other angmo idols. So I'm a neutral, just into k-pop and korean stars! XD okay anyways back to topic, I know there are lots of people liking justin & hating him too. & I know it's our own freedom to like/dislike someone, but going to that extend, is it right? You guys are probably just jealous of him, a 16 year old boy, being so famous and all than your idol. Isn't it? Ask yourself, seriously. I'm not saying that you can't dislike him, but he deserve some respect isn't it? Everyone deserves respect. He worked hard to achieve what he got now so I don't see anything wrong with his achievements. Maybe he just got a little better luck. Everyone is talented in their own ways, and attract different types of people. So if you guys don't like him, just don't bother him and stop making people's life hard. It's like would you want others to do that to you too?...
lol I sounded like one of his fan, but seriously, I'm not. I'm just a k-pop addicts. :P I respect every artist even if I don't like them.
Just realised that people can be so selfish and scary...
seriously never ending...
Thursday, January 13, 2011 // back to top?
Microbiology - Project presentation, still got lots of stuff to prepare, esp the news article & research paper. Due next tuesday. Test on fungi next tuesday. Re-test on all chapters before fungi on 28 Jan.
Inorganic & physical chemistry - Pratical 6 exercise, Report writing & Tutorial exercise(weekly). Due next tuesday. Upcoming project and presentation due on chinese new year week. Practical test next next week.
Physiology - never-ending projects and presentations.
Mathematics - luckily I already did what's needed next week. But there's definitely homework from tutorial and MOL every week. Computerised test on chinese new year week.
Alot?! Right! I don't know how I am going to finish them, all. SIAN.
now I know why.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011 // back to top?
I know why in the beginning, I don't wanna care anymore. B'cos it can make me really tired, and I mean REALLY. The more you care about it, the more you will think about it, and the more stress you will give yourself. I had finally gotten the answer on why I don't wanna care that time. & since I started to care a little now, it's already wearing me out. & to think that there are so many things undone, so many never-ending-things coming your way makes me feel so lost. It's like I don't know how to start them again.
: Please give more attention ___, so that I will have the motivation to carry on...
Sunday, January 9, 2011 // back to top?
I think I'm ready to start...
for at least tomorrow.
Although I don't know what I really want,
but that's the least I can do.
Take the strength and keep going!
Fighting!
Wednesday, January 5, 2011 // back to top?
哈哈，我真的在星期一‘发了神经’了。连实验室都没去，暂时‘逃掉’了。
真的很希望能永远逃避，永远。但我知道是不可能的。
所以也该是时候做出个决定了，一个重大的决定。
但我还需要一些时间，一点帮助。
其实，我真的很羡慕你们……每一位。
假期实在是太短了！！！
Sunday, January 2, 2011 // back to top?
一知道明天就要开学了，感觉好无力哦… 跟上中学时完全不一样。
一想到明天就有presentation，就觉得好害怕… 害怕到能哭出来。
我也不想这样的。总觉得自己好没用啊。
明明说过新的一年，要有新的开始，要勇敢一点。
但总觉得始终还是不能达成。好失败是吧。
才新年的第二天就说自己会失败。哈哈。哪可能成功，对吧？
后天的考试也还没读，厉害吧？但我也没打算要读。
让我做些别的吧… 不知明天我又会‘发什么神经’了…
Happy 2011! ^^
Saturday, January 1, 2011 // back to top?
Woots...! It's 2011! ^^ Happy new year everyone! It's a brand new year, and a brand new start! Let's make wonderful memories in 2011! My wish for everyone is simple, be healthy and happy! ^^
Anyways, went shopping today. omo, and I bought a 2NE1 sticker and a 2NE1 handphone strap @ comics connection. :P Love it! But it would be better if it's only Dara from 2NE1... oops, I'm a dara-bias anyways, can't help it. kekeke. oh and I bought a really cute, at least to me, jacket! ^^ LOVE IT!
oh and I just watched JYJ's performance ytd night @ KBS Drama Awards Ceremony! They make me wanna cry... idk why lol. Such beautiful voices, and jaejoong oppa has black hair now!!! hahaha. SHUAI! XD
ps. I had a really bad diarrhea/stomach upset today. :( Can't eat much...
