time to love
never forget you, I remember you
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don't care anymore.
Sunday, July 25, 2010 // back to top?
ARGH.
Why am I so slack recently? :(
when I am supposed to care for everything.
oh, I had forgotten what I've said.
I said,
I don't wanna care so much, now.
This way, I'll feel happier.
Will I?
I think so, at least for now.
busy...
Saturday, July 24, 2010 // back to top?
sian.
next week's gonna be a busy week. :/
bsats practical test, ochem pratical test, cbio test.
+ project...
I'll put presentation aside. :P
bstats practical confirm going to screw it...
don't even know if I have the time to study for cbio test.
stupid infotech test!
Wednesday, July 21, 2010 // back to top?
LOL! I really can't imagine myself, staring and trying so hard to figure out how to do the first stupid question of the info-tech test, for a good 30-40mins. -_- And only left with a GOOD 20mins to do the whole paper! GOSH! THIS IS SO STUPID! WTF! And I was trying really really hard, flipping through the texbook, clicking everywhere on excel, trying so so so so so hard to find the stupid function! zzz.
I wanted to give up actually. I wanted to just walk away, saying that I had finish the paper... I almost did that, seriously. Cos both faith and nabilah, who were beside me, did the first questions in like a few minutes or at least much faster than me AND eunice, who was sitting diagonally in-front of me, figured out!!! yeah I didn't have the chance to peek at others. :X BUT, luckily nicholas, who was 2 sits away from me didn't figure it out too. So I was like having a sign of relief, at least a little, enough to push me on. :X awww, I feel that I'm so bad... lol. sorry. Anyways, actually I wanted to ask nabilah to help me out but the teacher was behind, so I couldn't. I bet the teacher was laughing at me for not being able to do the first question... zzz.
yepp yepp, though I didn't finish the test and I know I will fail for this test(actually I am to be blamed for not studying/revising. :X lol.), at least I didn't give up uh. :P
FIGHTING SPIRIT HWAITING! ;) It's the way to go!
leadahh, you're great!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010 // back to top?
ohmygawd. I
♥ leadahh min(min sunye) so so so much now!!! XD
Watch this: http://bit.ly/aRihLv (Total 4 parts, go related video to watch other parts)
It's the clip from '99% challenge' audition program in 2001. Sunye took part and was only 11 years old back then. ♥ She's so courageous! & I love how she really cares for her family, even till now. Though she only have her grandma with her now. :( yeah it's sad to hear that.
woah, 11 years old? I was wondering what I was doing when I am 11... o.O Studying in primary 5, sitting in classroom everyday? lol. Boring life uh. :X haha. Whatever it is, I really admire how an 11 year old kid, having an ambition already. So jealous. Up till now I still don't know who or what I wanna be. :(
Anyways, can you imagine performing on stage a few days after one of your very close kin passed away? yeah, our leadah min can do that. Not because she's cold-hearted, she cried a lot. She's just being responsible as a group member, as a leader, in order to not affect their world tour. omg, such a wonderful person on earth. :) No wonder she's a member of the wonder girls. haha. Indeed a wonder girl!
Sunday, July 18, 2010 // back to top?
I'm not gonna care about it as much as I did the last time.
It's freaking tired!
V'z whfg ba zl jnl va tvivat hc,
tvivat hc ba zlfrys, I guess...
:'(
Wednesday, July 14, 2010 // back to top?
I'm very sad today... :'(
Monday, July 12, 2010 // back to top?
Somehow, I started believing in fate.
The fate of life, being who we are, and what we are.
And the future we're going to face.
(I'm not talking about love here.)
Is it better if I go to another path?
I started to think about that.
Or was it just an excuse?
I always question myself too.
Frankly speaking, I have a dream, a dream that won't come true.
That makes me very sad cos I know it's not going to happen, for sure I mean.
Even if fates bring me there, I won't have the courage to make it happen.
But I believe that if it's fated, I will end up there anyways.
Seriously, should I or can I quit school?
I'm very tired of it.
But, but, what will I do after that?
I don't know anymore.
Thursday, July 8, 2010 // back to top?
If, if I skip IS tomorrow,
I can predict that teacher will call my parents up,
send me for counseling,
and most probably I gotta repeat this module,
and going through this torture again.
:/
All these sounds horrible.
Isn't it better if I just go?
I don't know.
I think I'm crazy, seriously insane.
Should I just go? Or should I just don't care about it.
And whatever the consequences are,
I'll make sure I can handle them? well?
And accept them???
I don't know whether I'll feel more horrible after that.
Having the fact of repeating the module,
and the worst part, facing my parents. urgh.
WTF! SCREW IS!!!
Saturday, July 3, 2010 // back to top?
WTF WTF! Skipped IS CQ presentation today(friday) and ended up needing to present the WHOLE presentation ALONE next week. ARGH DAMN IT! Anyways, I knew it yesterday already, but I still chose not to go. :P Anyways, I don't have a formal suit either. BUT IT'S REALLY DAMN WTF! I'm more nervous now! DAMN! haha see if I'll go next week or not. :P I'm not gonna care so much! That's me........ See how my mood goes.
okay, not to ruin my weekends. I love min sun ye and han hyo joo so much! omg, I can't choose who I like more between them. :X Both are my favorites! Cos when I see wonder girls performing, especially sunye, I get all excited and start screaming! :P & when I watch 'Dong Yi'(drama) I got all excited about the story and seeing her. hahahaha. SUNYE UNNIE AND HYOJOO UNNIE JJANG! :D SARANGHAE~ but maybe a little more to sunye now, I mean now only. Idk about the future. :P
we're not youth anymore?
Friday, July 2, 2010 // back to top?
No holiday on monday. :( It's suppose to be Youth Day!!! That's so unfair!
Poly life = No life.
They 'ate' up all out holidays...
See the new video I put up on the left! Sunye almost cry in 1.50 of the clip. But she held on to her tears and sang till the very end. Aww... so touched. omg. SO PROUD OF HER! LEADAH MIN IS THE BEST! FIGHTING! XD But sometimes, it's just good to cry it all out. So don't hold on to you tears if you can't, leader min. :)
Yay don't need to go to school later! :D Got doc appointment! HAHAHA. Nice one.