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JIYEON, T-ARA, 2NE1.
Favorite K-Dramas:
1) Iris 2) Brilliant Legacy/Shining Inheritance 3) Goong/Princess Hour 4) My Girl 5) Witch Yoo Hee/Amusement 6) Bad Guy 7) My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho 8) Chuno
everday is just so miserable...
Saturday, May 15, 2010 // back to top?
Life is a torture to me... I really wish that I wasn't born in the first place.
I remembered I once said 'I'm so glad that I was born', but now I wonder why I would say that.
It's not that I don't wanna try, but everything just seems to be moving so fast.
And I'm so so tired of them.
I don't know what I really want in life, I seriously don't know.
And I don't know what I really want now.
I don't know whether I'm just trying to get excuses to skip everything,
or am I really that scared.
I tried figuring out, but somehow I just fail to.
Maybe it's a small matter to you, but it isn't to me.
It's like somebody are afraid of injections, but some are not.
Maybe, just maybe, I can try something out step but step, one by one,
instead of a sudden huge step.
yeah, somehow I forgot that it's independent learning, that's poly life.
I don't know whether all these are just excuses or not.
But that's how I feel now.
I'm afraid of trying, afraid of everything.
yeah, that's me, just a useless person in the world, I know.
But don't worry, I won't do silly things, cos I'm afraid of death too.
There isn't a week without crying since poly life started... I just hate it!