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Monday, June 2, 2008 // back to top?

I thought I could pull through it... I really thought that. I am emotional these few days back. Not because of the Hong Kong trip, but rather about red cross matters. I really don't wish to come back and face the reallity. I wanna be in Hong Kong, where I really had so much fun! Reallity is cruel. I shouldn't have come in to this world in the first place, I shouldn't... How I wish I was not born. The world is cruel. Just too cruel to say anything about it. I know my blog should be 'Laugher Affairs', and I wish too. My life used to be laugher affairs, and thats what my ideal life, whether its simple or what. I don't care, I just want my life to be happy... Is that too demanding?

There are only 2 ways out:
Option 1: Quit ULP camp, but will leave like hell in the rest of the red cross trainnings? I think so, which I don't wish to. Or maybe I think too much? I don't know...
Option 2: Don't quit ULP camp, but whenever I think of it, it make me cry, and I would rather not live in the world... really. The feeling sucks like hell, and I can't take it anymore. I have no idea what's going on.

I really hope that I can, but I just can't. Who would want to quit when there is no reason. I really felt so stressed up. Please let go of me, and don't give me hell. Please don't make me hate red cross, as in my cca in my school. I am not blamming the teacher, I know that you trusted me, so you had submitted my name. Actually in the first place, I shouldn't have submitted the form, I submitted because I wanted to give it a try. Just a try... I didn't know that it came out so serious... ... what should I do now? I needa give a reply to the teacher tomorrow morning... And I really need someone to talk to... T_T

I am a human too. I can't do things that really really is not me... I need time to change and get use to it. I don't know... I really don't know what to do now... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! I shouldn't have joined uniform group in the first place, thats my greatest regret ever...! I've got lots of homeworks and stuffs to catch up this holiday, and I need rest too. The camp is not just a 4 days, 3 nights camp, its rather a whole lot of stuffs to do... I am not a superwoman who can do so many things in a go. I am just a simple normal girl who just wishes to live in a simple life... ... ... ... ... ... ...

crying everyday... just over this matter... is it worth it? I'm sorry if I had let anyone down... I am really truly sorry, from my bottom of my heart... I hope you will understand me...

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